“Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.” Matthew 7:13-14.
What a beautiful thing which is to live it and to feel our own life on earth. I always thank my Lord for giving me a life, a family where I can run back to and it can be related to blood or not, a brother or a sister I can fight with, all others whom I see everyday, to have the possibility to smile at them, wish them and to support them. And as I always mention, all I had , all I have and everything I will have in the future, there is only a slight effort from my side and a huge amount of blessings and graces from my heavenly Father. Such a beautiful thing.
It was really interesting to know the difference between to see everything with your eyes and to see with your heart. I always looked at everything with my eyes, and most of the thing I chose accordingly, during my Childhood. I was only able to differentiate this couple of months ago. You could differentiate the things of the World very easily. And by looking at something with your own eyes what is beautiful and what is not, what is good and what is bad. But we are weak and our Christ our Lord really knows that. As we are weak, we always wished for good things and good life out of troubles and difficulties. Wisdom which we receive from the Holy Spirit is a Gem we all should ask for and plays an amazing role in our lives, on our journey to heaven.
I had gone through much difficulties, and still experiencing many troubles of different kind. I had troubles which was a result of my carelessness and also because I was not disciplined and most of the time because I am hesitant to act. There are also difficulties and problems which God allows in our life which act as a manure for our spiritual growth. Most of the times we including me try to ran out of this and we need to grow and develop ourselves to listen to the voice of God, and what the Holy spirit instructs you. Think about the position, where you are now. Most of the times we analyze our success and growth and when trouble comes, we fall into the deep pit of depression. That is were the personal prayer and meditation together with examination of Conscience based on the Ten Commandments helps us. Trust me, then after we must ask Holy Spirit in prayer. Then you might be able to distinguish or realize the plan of God that through you, he was aiming for the salvation of your Boss or his family, colleagues etc.
Sometimes, our lives are mysterious in a happy way. It will be full of suspense’s and nobody knows where it takes you or where it will end or what will happen in between. Hope is always unpredictable and Faith is always predictable by looking at Jesus Christ and saying ” My beloved Jesus Christ , together with Mother Mary and St.Joseph. I do not know what I am doing and what I should do. I am full of sadness and sometimes there is no moment I am out of troubles. And I do not how to overcome this difficulties and troubles, which also affects the rest of the whole day. Most of the days I am humiliated by others, bu I speak nothing. I kept silent. Sometimes, I doubt that if I am on the right path so I pray Psalms 23, which gives warmth to my heart. But, my Lord, still I trust in the divine mercy which comes from your sacred heart. And I only realize and believe that with out these difficulties, troubles and humiliating situations, I would never take the next step closer to you, because I know how your life was and how much you suffered”.
Teach us Oh Lord, to take the path you wants us to take, guide us so that, we see the path which directs us towards you, to heaven so that we would be able to avoid the things of the world, which forces us to Purgatory and make us wait for the next connection(prayers for the souls of Purgatory which let them to Lord) to heaven. Amen.